Okay i'll admit that my eating problem (not eating) is probably my way of having some control in a life that i feel i have no control in. I'm so to the point of not caring anymore. People let u down that's what they do. Life lets you down and then shits on you, that what it does. Everyones trying to get over on everyone else and they dont care who they step on to get there. See just like i said there is no point. So let me fade away to skin and bones, so what if this ed is killing me, I dont care. Cause at this point everything in life seems very pointless to me. Whatever!